Uncertainty

I suffer daily with the battle I wage against my own self. I have a fear of unknown, what if, am I good enough.

I tend to shy away, cower say some. I protect myself. At times I worry I'm too guarded in my heart and soul. I've been broken, but worse I feel was I was barely built up to begin with.

I try my hardest, to be more, give more, accept more. It's so very hard when every fibre of your being screams in agony and terror. I had so many aspirations or dreams nay, whimsical notions of people, place and experiences I wanted in life. I have achieved only two great things in life and at times I worry I have failed them.